Yeah... it's christmas... but we got exam... no school today because of the snow...

I'm studying english but listening to music and being on deviant also...

... got nothing to do... and why am I studying anyways??? I really don't care about my christmas exams right now... I'm feeling lonely... I'm sad... Last day of school (christmas party) wasn't great... I didn't even enjoy, I faked all day a smile, a forced smile we could say... and saturday, I tried to be nice to my cousins but it was hard... I was always mad at them...

I miss my best friend soooo much...
I miss piggy...
I miss my cousin Sushi...

I feel sooooo lonely...



Let it fade away...
don't wanna be here on my own
but I don't wanna return to the pain...
I feel like the sky has falling on me...



My bad... sorry...

Merry Christmas, everyone, by the way...